well, at least i can say, wow. what a week. that week has passed. now i’m just full of left over energy. or do i still have any? i can finally heave a sigh of relief. no not yet.

i’ve got my road map to do. like the roadmap, the cv, the chinese cv english cv, everything and everything. 

send the letter off to sylvester, to meet the march dateline, and then do the cv, then do the hw7 and reading assignment. and i’m totally lost for ce2164!!

well, at least the selfish vegetable comes in handy when i did my lab report. i copied the entire thing from him. like the calculations. so i dunno what’s happening at all. think i’m the only person in the entire lecture theatre who catches no balls for structural design. ugh major stressed about it. and my disgusting cap. i need to pull it up before nocsh.

well. turnip and i are just distant. i wonder after him, who’s next in line? perhaps i’m destined to be a nun. nan the nun. he’s just not the one. he’s just too preoccupied with himself. and if he’s really in love with me, he’d not be acting this way. he’ll be thinking of me in every way. so i’m not the one for him, that’s why he can be so stuck up and selfish and only cares about himself. there’s that girl for him out there somewhere.

like there’s that guy for me out there somewhere. in this lifetime?

rarrrrr nobody knows.

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