happy birthday yin!!

i love you(: for all the years that we've been friends for all the help and support and concern that you've shown. it's wonderful to have known you! those times that we jogged together at the park connector was time that was not spent in vain. it was almost spiritual sharing that time of evening jogging alongside you and listening to the thumping and trodding of our footsteps, syncing in harmony against backdrop of cacophony of people talking, panting, vehicles blaring the road the traffic the birds. through it all,  we panted like dogs, sweat like pigs and had fun together, albeit in silence. it was not awkward, but sweet, memorable and touching! the days of our lives, mundanely brought out the jest and spice, camps that we've been through the days of our training the torment suffering and joy. shared not only with you, but withe rest of our common friends. the 12 of us...

everything seems so dreamlike and we are the main characters of this fairytale. the princesses of wonderland. for you, my friend, have been a gem among the stones. and brightened up my life just by being there for me.

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something else more random, i realise that should i depart for SH in july, we'd (me and turnip) be at least 6mths' long. wow. my first relationship had been such a long duration. what about my second/third/fourth?

assuming i marry at 28, that'd only leave me with around 5 more years to enter my nxt few milestones of relationships. i believe in destiny, truly i do, but sometimes, destiny is taking me as a ridicule. it'll never let me experience the burning flame of love, which is always not reciprocated.

gibberish. tata. stress from exams. probably.

♥

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